Apparently im not helping by trying to get my stupid hubby and my daughter to get along coz he is too retarded to get along on his own coz she keeps bitching to me about it. Fuk wit hubby. Wish some prince charming would come rescue me but all i get is dikheds if anyone. Fml! All i am to him is a vag. I deserve so much better than this shit. His excuse is he was trying to be funny and he is tired. Like usual. Oh yeah its so funny being disrespectful like every male in my life ever. Cock head. And guys wonder y they dont get any sex. Fuckin dumb asses! No wonder women stay and put up with bullshit. I adore men but i havnt met any that deserve it. Think i was born in the wrong century. Prove me wrong hot gentlemen. Id gladly leave for a real man. This is not how i imagined my life.
My Life
Born 1982
Stanthorpe
Kate 1984
Hervey bay
Blake 1986
School
Bullied
Hernia
China
Scoliosis
Band
Study
Partying
Michael
Moved out
Childcare
Mental health
Split
Drive
Gold coast
Hervey bay
Cinemas
Clubbing
Drive
Simon
Moved out
Keiths
Mum died
Married
Moved out
Brooklyn
Dads
Willow
Homeschool
Simons back
Keiths
Mums msg from the grave
Goals
Travel-tax-tax
Purpose-nature sing wispa heal-grad
Eco-bk-app
Spirit-med-bed
Home-mb-wait
Horse-later-girls
Health-nemv-sdtn-pain-auto
Cash-spend what i want-wants
Dailys-ttr-auto
Hobbies-s d pk sup sw ar k wr cr i hr y-car music playground matt sw ar mattress wp kids i lessons ex-auto ttr
Family-learn-auto, chief-ttr, sore-tabs on n off-auto/ttr-a, mean-asertive-mean
Loox-ex-3-hfw, f-sbcf-eat, b-
Friends-sim, phil, nic, mad dog, malina, john, harris, kade, mick, mick, will, blake, etc.
Idea’s
Shooting up the enemy
Masamune, Fortune cookies
Everyone looks the same as each other but life choices affect it later
Jeffrey-petrol station balloons
Angels antics devil-beach baby umbrella, power walker tiger, kid bolt up to, jet ski race
Old stories made modern and weird like robyn hoode etc, sleep beauty depressed etc
Cinema girl
Loa land
Parkour pixies, singing satyrs/selkies, arion, asena, write, kelpie, pegacorn, wraith, ride, nymphs, yowie, drop bear, dryad, blue tiger
Tribute to mum-bees, dance, velvety rose, sing, etc.
Earthkeepers-7+1, colours, animals, skills, elemental ninja skills, eco issues, countries, hairs, etc
How to get published
Class Anxiety pet
Bird personalities-pigeon polite, seagull rude etc
Singing for roman royals
Mod squad
Sword and the flame
Left at shelter. Chase car. Etc
Tiny elephants
Cardinal, whale etc no mate song
Short film fest pool naked ride, teen guy, rescue kiss married future etc
Monday
Im tired of letting ppl use me
Im tired of letting ppl abuse me
Im tired of letting ppl infuse me
With their doubt and their lies and their deceit in disguise
As concern for my wellbeing
Their concern for what im feeling
Their concern that im unappealing
So they push me away to a corner where i stay
Until i become worth it
Thats when i become nervous
Thats when i become further
Away from my true self or left on a dark shelf
Amongst those who have failed
Amongst those who have bailed
Amongst those who have paled
When its their time to shine and time to walk a straight line
So we cower and crawl back
Knowing everything we lack
Knowing we’ll never go back
To the places of shame where they poisoned our brains
And dragged us into the city
And filled our hearts up with pity
And made us all feel so shitty
Because we couldnt live up to expectations they had but
We wont ever stop rioting
We wont ever stop lighting
The way for those who are fighting
For a future of peace for every beauty, man and beast
Coz everyone is deserving
Coz everyone is here serving
Coz everyone is here learning
How to live and let live and let go, and to give
Every piece of their heart
Coz we all play a part
And the best time to start
Is the here and the now, no matter who why or how
So stand up and be proud
Let your voice hit the crowd
Speak your truth, take a vow
Pledge allegiance to earth the sacred land of your birth
The only one in this universe who truly sees what youre worth and always puts your life first along with every other tiny insignificant speck.
It could be worse
Names
The Gaelic form of the surname Joyce is Seoigh pronounced sho ya/sho-i-ga.The name may be of French locational origins from the village of Josse sur Mer, in Calvados, Normandy Glamorganshire (Welsh: Sir Forgannwg), a region of South Wales, anciently part of the Welsh kingdom of Glywysing, where they held a family seat from very early times and were granted lands by Duke William of Normandy, their liege Lord, for their distinguished assistance at the Battle of Hastings.They settled in the far west of Connacht, on the borders of Mayo and Galway, where their descendants became completely gaelicised, ruling the territory in the barony of Ross – today still known as ‘Joyce’s Country’The Joyces were one of the fourteen ‘Tribes of Galway‘, who had seats in Mervue, Woodquay, and parts of County Mayo.James Augustine Aloysius Joyce (1882-1941), Irish author, best known for his novel “Ulysses” in 1922, “A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man” in 1916.Richard Joyce was a goldsmith around 1700 who is credited with the origins of the Claddagh ring.”Death before dishonour”.We do know from the Battle Abbey Rolls that recorded the companions of William the Conqueror that a Cil de Jort (Lord of Jort) fought for William. It is assumed that this is the same person as Robertus de Jorz who was recorded in the Domesday Book 20 years later as owning land in Nottinghamshire.As the Joys became Gaelicised so too did the name which morphed to Clann Seioghe.There is a distinct branch of Joyces from England who do not appear to be related to those with Connemara roots, another branch related to the English Jowsey family and yet another related to a Josse family with roots in Scotland but some suggestion that they may have gone to Scotland via Ireland.
Harden is a hamlet, in the parish of Bingley, union of Keighley, Upper division of the wapentake of Skyrack, in the West Riding of Yorkshire.In Scotland, the family claim Harden in Roxburghshire as their ancient homestead
The surname was first found in Berwickshire, Scotland•William John English VC (1882-1941), Irish recipient of the Victoria Cross
Derived from the Old Norse word manningi, which means a valiant man.The surname Manning was first found in SuffolkThe oldest record of the family occurs in Domesday [Book]Mannings Heath is a village in the Horsham District of West Sussex, England.• Corporal Sidney E. Manning soldier in the United States Army who received the Medal of Honor for World War IIrish, scottish, welsh, english
Connacht, mayo, galway
Tired
People seem to wonder why im so tired all the time. Well maybe its because…
Im tired of the ugliness in the world and in the mirror too
Im tired of being broke and feeling so broken
Im tired of being called strong when all i feel is weak
Im tired of the weight on my shoulders and in other places too
Im tired of jumping through hoops while others run rings around me
Im tired of being used but im just so used to it
Im tired of arguing and fighting with my mind and other people
Im tired of not being good enough for the world or for myself
Im tired of being left out while wishing i could be left alone
Im tired of feeling like two different people living inside one body
