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My Narcissist

My narcissist tells me he loves me but refuses to ever commit

He forbids me from having any friendships but his female friends list is lit

My narcissist comments on women but tells me that im such a cheat

His put downs are just a mere joke though yet my words are always a deceit

My narcissist gets angered easily but when he hits me it’s always my fault

He tells me I need to calm down more as he breaks through the lock on my door

My narcissist goes on forever but never has time just to listen

He twists all my words round against me, to make sure he wins in his true mission

My narcissist thinks that he’s perfect, there’s nothing he ever does wrong

He acts like a child in a tantrum, then wonders why he never belongs

My narcissist crys, begs and borrows and sucks me back into his lies

He acts just like jeckyl and hyde did, while i drown in his green monster eyes

My narcissist wants it all his way but puts everyone else lucky last

He drags up my every mistake but refuses to look at his past

My narcissist says that I’m clingy while calling my phone 50 times

He leaves me abusive voice messages and will never confess to his crimes

My narcissist spits in my face and kicks dents in the side of my car

He lights fires at my front doorway but always tells me I take things too far

My narcissist borrows my money then forgets when it’s time to repay

He complains about all his misfortunes yet forgets to ask if I’m ok

My narcissist gets so damn jealous of the men I don’t dare to look towards

He thinks that my phone’s hiding numbers of all the secret romances i hoard

My narcissist likes to play make believe, as if he’s peter pan and I’m Tink

He says lifes his Neverland nightmare and his Wendy is a bottle of drink

My narcissist tells me to smile more, it’s only him that can be sad

He pokes and he prods and he baits me, but i don’t dare to show him im mad

My narcissists life is the hardest, according to him nothing’s worse

He moans like a childish victim, even though it’s all caused by him first

My narcissist threatens to leave me, there’s nothing that I can do right

He doesn’t know I’d be set free then, to live in peace for the rest of my life

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